On the Cloud Tops of Neptune

Let’s die in each other’s imagination

I blow my mind solving for x

While x runs the show

Why the fuck do we exist?

And don’t give me silly answers, love

I can’t go a day without the tiresome benzos

And nicotine

I am a human

Not special

My programming makes me see problems

And the solutions play hide and seek

I have no polynomial dreams

I just wanna know

Why do I exist

Why are there 3 dimensions

Why are we here

Obviously nature isn’t cruel, but rather, indifferent

Much like me

I don’t give a shit

At least now, at this moment

I want darkness

Over my shoulders

I wanna consume my own rage

And speak my mind

To you