Quick Abstractions on Clorazepate
I’m a robot
The usual type
Sunsets make me think of endings
Those orange hazes remind me of Titan
Cold and distant
Just like Titan
The Xanax sits in
It tells me to be cool
Cool despite the storm
Lines of white powder go endlessly
At the edge of a blade
I remain silent despite my mania
I chose to think about thinking
Loops are fun
Exactly like how you would imagine them
Freedom is an illusion
Your brain craves my dopamine
Sadly, I hate dopamine
I prefer frying my limbic system
On thoughts of melancholy
Nothing makes sense in your world
So I chose to live in mine instead
Hope is fleeting
Towards the future it goes
It hates loops, and poets
As much as it hates death
How would you explain your programming to a boy of 5?
Unless you dig deep
Deep in your own programming
It never scares me to be in a moment of doubt
Doubt is my friend
I have few friends
I belong to the cosmos
And that’s my freedom
It’s an honor to be written by you
Dear God.